'THE 10TH LIFE'--DASWI ZINDAGI.

MERE PYAARE BHAARAT WAASIYON,
AAP SABKO MERE PRANAAM.9MARCH,2010.MAIN CHAMA CHAHTA HOON KI MAIN AAP SABON KO APNI HOLI KI SHUBH KAAMNAYEN NAHIN DE SAKAA.KAARAN?MAOT KE MOONH SE BACHKAR NIKLA HOON.EK MAOT NAHIN,EK SAATH DO-DO BAAR MARKE ZINDA HOOA HOON.KAISE?SOONIYE.
1.AAJ SE DO SAAL PAHLE MOOJHE ZAHAR DE DIYAA GAYAA THAA.KISNE?MAIN OOS AADMI KO BACHAANA CHAHTA HOON.NAAM NAHIN BATAOONGA.OOS ZAHAR KE ASAR NE MOOJHE LAGAATAAR 3 SAALON TAK EK AISE BHAYAANAK DALDAL MEIN DAAL DIYAA JISMEIN MAIN LAAGAATAAR 3 VARSHON TAK CHATPATATA RAHA.GHOR ANDHAKAAR MEIN.PAR MAIN LAAGAATAAR KAAM KARTE RAHAA.HAMAARI RAFTAAR KAM HO GAI,PAR SAZAAE-MAOT ,AUR KAALA -PAANI SE BHI KHATARNAAK SAZAA DIYAA GAYA MUJHKO.KAARAN?SATYA KI RAAH PAR CHALNE KI KOSHISH KAR RAHA THAA.KOSHISH THI KI MUJHE MICHAEL JACKSON KI TARAH NEEND KI GOLIYON KI AADAT DAALKAR MAANSIK ROOP SE ASWASTHA GHOSHIT KARDENE KA.KYOON?KYOON KI MUJHSE HAMAARE DESH KE DALAALON KO DAR THAA,HAYE AUR RAHEGA.SABON NE DESH KO BECH DIYAA HAYE.LEKIN,WO BHOOL GAYE HAYEN KI POORA SANSAAR EK MITTI KA KHILAONA HAYE.
MAIN APNE KANDHON PE POORE PRITHWI KO OOTHAAYE HOOE HOON.MOOJHE KOI KHAAS BHAARI NAHIN DIKHTA HAYE.KAISE LOG OLYMPIC KHEL MEIN 500-600 KILO WAZAN OOTHAKE APNE KO VISHWA VIJETA KAHTE HAIN.MAIN TO ARABON-KHARABON KILOGRAM KE WAZAN KO OOTHAKE BHI NAHIN KAHNA CHAHTA THAA KI MAIN OOTHAYE HOOE HOON.LEKIN KAH ISLIYE RAHA HOON KI AGAR MAYE MAR GAYA HOTA,TO YAH RAAZ MERE SAATH HI JALKAR KHAAK HO JAATA.
28 FEB.,2010 KO ,YAANI HOLI KE THEEK EK DIN PEHLE,MAIN APNE KAMRE MEIN KISHORE KUMAR JI KO ,LATA MANGESHKAR JI KO,AUR RD BURMAN SAHEB KE SANGEET KO SOON RAHAA THAA.MAST THAA,SANGEET KI DUNIYAA MEIN.
ACHAANAK,EK KAALA BADAA SA KHATARNAAK KEEDA MERE KAMRE MEIN GHOOS GAYAA AUR MUJHE TANG KARNE LAGAA.KABHI MUJHE KAATNA CHAATA THAA,KABHI HAMAARE CHAMDE KE JOOTON PE KOOCH APNE DANKO SE LIKH RAHAA THAA.MAIN OOSKE HAR HARKAT KO BAARIKI SE PADHA RAHAA THAA.MAIN SAMAJH GAYAA KI YAH BHAGWAAN KA BHEJAA HOOA DOOT HAYE.KOOCH KAR RAHAA HAYE
MERE JOOTON KE SAATH.MAIN TANG AAKARKE OOSE APNE MUSIC SYSTEM KE REMOTE CONTROL SE 3 BAAR BACHAKE MAARA.MAIN NAHIN CHAHTAA THAA KI WO MARE.WAH CHOT SE GIR PADAA.CHATPATAANE LAGA.OOSKE 4 PAER TOOT CHOOKE THEY.WAH ZAMEEN PAR GIRKAR TADPANE LAGAA.MAIN TOORAT OOSE JEEVIT KARNE MEIN LAG GAYAA.GLUCOSE DIYAA,KI SHAAYAD OOSE KOOCH TAAKAT MILSAKE,PAANI DIYAA,KI SHAAYAD BACH JAAYE.MAIN GHANTON OOSE BACHAANE KA PRAYAAS KARTAA RAHAA AUR ANT MEIN OOSE OOTHAKAR KE WAAPAS APNE JOOTE KE ANDAR DAAL DIYAA,JO OOSE BAHAOT PASAND THAA.JOOTE MEIN WO KOOCH GOOPTA BHASHAON KO LIKHKAR,SOOBAH YAANI 1 MARCH,2010 KO MARAA HOOA PAAYA GAYAA,HOLI KE DIN.
HOLI KE DIN MAIN OOSI JOOTE KO PAHANKAR,APNE DOSTON KE SAATH HOLI KHELNE CHALAA GAYAA.KYAA MUMBAI KE RK STUDIO MEIN AISA HOLI HOTA HOGA,KI JAISA HOLI HUMLOGON NE MANAAYAA.PEHLE MAINE AADHA BOTAL ANTIQUITY WHISKY PIYAA.
PHIR MAIN APNE EK KHAAS MITRA KE GHAR KE CHAT PAR JAAKAR SAEKADON BAALTAA RANG AUR POTIN SE KHOOB NAACHAA,AUR HAMAARE PLAN KE MOOTAABIK SIRFA CHAAR LOG EKATRIT HONE WAALE THEY,LEKIN PAHAONCH GAYE 40.AB,KYAA DAARU PE DAARU,DAARU PE DAARU,DAARU PE DAARU.JO AA RAHAA THAA 2-4 BOTAL WHISKY LEKAR AA RAHAA THAA.OODHAR 7 KILO MEAT BAN RAHAA THAA.BAS MUJHE EETNAA HI YAAD HAYE.AUR KOOCH YAAD NAHIN HAYE.
2 MARCH,2010,KO KARIB SOOBAH 5 BAZE APNE AAPKO APNE BED ROOM KE FARSHA PAR GEERA HOOA PAAYA.MAIN LAAGAATAR OOTHNE KI KOSHISH KAR RAHAA THAA ,AUR BAAR-BAAR GIR JAA RAHAA THAA.ES PRAYAAS MEIN MERE NAAK TOOT GAYE,DAANT HOOTHON KE ANDAR GHOOS GAYE.POORAA ROOMAAL KHOON SE BHEENG GAYAA.WO JOOTAA CHORI HO GAYAA THAA,JIS PAR WO KEEDA KOOCH LIKHKAR MARAA THAA.MAIN THEEK OOSI TARAH CHATPATAA RAHAA THAA OOTHNE KE LIYE,JIS TARAH KI WO KEEDA EK DIN PEHLE MERE SAAMNE CHATPATA RAHAA THAA OOTHNE KE LIYE.MAIN BACH ISLIYE GAYAA,KI MAINE OOSE BACHAANE KA BHARPOOR PRAYAAS KIYAA THAA.KAON KAHTA HAYE KI BHAGWAAN NAHIN HAIN?SOCHIYE?
SOOBAH MERE PEETA JI NE BATAAYA KI KOOCH LADKE MOOJHE MERE GHAR KE PARKING SPACE MEIN FEK KAR KE CHALE GAYE.PEETAA JI NE KISI TARAH KOOCH LOGON KE SAHAARE MUJHE MERE KAMRE TAK PAHOONCHAWAYAA.
SOOBAH,SHARIR KA SHAAYAD HIN KOI HINSSA BACHAA THAA JO CHOTON SE BACHAA HOOA THAA.SAR PE KAI JAGAH CHOT THEY.CHEHRAA PAHCHAAN MEIN NAHIN AARAHAA THAA.MAIN WAAPAS APNE MITRA KE YAHAAN 2 MARCH,2010,KO PAHOONCHAA,KI KYAA HOOA THAA MERE SAATH?WO BOLA KI MAIN POORI TARAH PEEKAR KE HOSH GAWAA BAETHAA THAA.10-10,15-15 LOG MILKAR BHI MUJHE NAHIN OOTHAA PAA RAHE THEY.MAINE NASHE APNE MITRON KE GAADIYON KO TODNE KA PRAYATNA KIYAA,APNE BOOZOORGA CHACHA JI KE BAARE MEIN ANAAP-SHANAAP BAK RAHAA THAA NASHE MEIN.OOSNE BATAAYAA KI MAEN SAR KE BAL MAIN HOLE KE LOHE KE DHAKKAN PE SAR KE BAL GEER GAYA,BRAIN HAEMORRHAGE HOTE-HOTE BACHAA.MAIN ANGINAT BAAR GEER-GEER KE APNE AAPKO LAHOO-LOOHAAN KAR DIYAA.CHOOKI SABHI NASHE MEIN THEY IS LIYE KOI MUJHE SAMBHAAL NAHIN PAAYAA.
2 MARCH,2010,KO PHIR HOLI MANAYA HUMLOGON NE,AUR BAHAOT SHAANDAAR HOLI THI.AUR KYOON NA HO,OOSMEIN MERA KHOON JO MEELA HOOA THAA.RANGON AUR KHOONO KI HOLI.MAEN BAHAOT KHOOSH THAA ES HOLI MEIN.SHAAYAD POORE SANSAAR MEIN KAHIN BHI AESI HOLI NAHIN MANI HOGI.
3MARCH,2010 SE DARDA BADHANAA SHURU HO GAYAA.JOOTA NAHIN MEELA.KAI TARFA CHOT THAA.EK TO PEHLE SE HI DIL PAR HAZAARO CHOT,OOSPAR SE SAR KA CHOT,KEEDE KA SHAAP,HAANTH-PAER,POORE BADAN KA CHOT,SANSAAR KE SABSE OONCHE ASTHAAN SE ZAMEEN PAR GIRNE KA CHOT.YOON TO EETNE OOPAR SE GEER KAR,KOI BHI BACH NAHIN SAKTA HAYE,LEKIN MAEN BACH GAYAA.YAANI KI,YAMRAAJ JI NE SRISHTI KE RACHAITAA BRAMHAA JI KE AADESH PAR,MUJHE CHOD DIYAA.WAZAH?BRAMHAA JI NE PEHLE HI BATAA DIYAA HAYE KI HAMAARA JANAM BAHAOT HI KHAAS KARANO SE HOOA HAYE.MERE HAANTHON PATAA NAHIN KYAA-KYAA HONAA LIKHAA HAYE.
SAR KE CHOT NE MUJHE OOS DAL-DAL SE NIKAAL DIYAA JISMEIN MAIN 3 VARSHON SE FANSAA HOOA THAA,YAANI KI NEEND KI GOLIYON KI AADAT SE,YAA MAANSIK ASWASTHATA SE.ES MEIN MERE DOST MICHAEL JACKSON KA BHI BAHAOT HAANTH HAYE,OOSNE MUJHE BATAA DIYAA THAA KI SAAZISHON SE BACHKAR RAHNA.OOSE LOGON NE MAAR DIYAA AUR KAHAA KI WO NEEND KI GOLIYON KO KHAAKAR MAR GAYAA.YAANI KI WO KEEDA DUSHMAN NAHIN THAA,MERAA DOST THAA.PEHCHAANANE MEIN BHOOL HO GAI.
8 MARCH,2010 KO MAIN CHOTA KHAYAAL GAA RAHAA THAA,BHAGWAAN SE DARSHAN DENE KO ZIDD KAR RAHAA THAA.ACHAANAK,MAIN SHUNYAA MEIN CHALAA GAYAA AUR 5 MINATON MEIN KHARABON MILON KI SAFAR TAYE KAR DAALA.BAHAOT KOOCH DEEKHAA,LEKIN KYAA-KYAA DEEKHAA WO MAIN AAJ SE THEEK 1 MAHINE BAAD BATAAOONGAA,KYOON KI ABHI BATAANE SE MERI TOORAT MAOT HO JAYEGI,AESAA KISI SE VAADA HAYE.MAIN ISILIYE KAHAA THAA KI MAIN ES DUNIYAA KA BAADSHAAH HOON.KISI KO KOI SHAK?I AM THE EMPEROR OF THIS WORLD AND THE RICHEST,MOST POWERFUL PERSON OF THIS ENTIRE GALAXY.HARSH TRUTH TO DIGEST,BUT 110% TRUE.BHAARAT KA KOI EK BAAL BHI NAHIN OOKHAAD SAKTAA HAYE,EK BAAL BHI NAHIN.GAR HIMMAT HO TO MUJHE MAARKE DIKHAO,CHALLENGE TO ANY BODY OF THIS UNIVERSE THAT IF YOU HAVE THE POWER THEN KILL ME,KILL ME,TRY AND TRY TILL YOU SUCCEED.PLEASE KILL ME ANY BODY FROM THIS GALAXY.IT'S MY OPEN CHALLENGE.
SINCERELY,
RINKU ADARSH
EMPEROR OF THIS GALAXY.